I decided to read through What the Bible Teaches, by R.A. Torrey again. It’s a great book – you can download a free PDF here - so we’re doing a little Bible study every Thursday. The collection is here. Subscribe over there to make sure you don’t miss anything, but come back and add your voice in the Comments! >>>

I have mixed emotions about God’s omniscience. If we’re being honest.
In Chapter 7, Torrey proposes:
- God knows all things.
- God sees all things
- He knows everything about nature.
- He knows all people.
- He knows all our “deeds” and experiences.
- He knows everything we say.
- He knows all our sorrows.
- God understands our thoughts.
- God’s knowledge extends to the smallest details.
- He has always known everything that will be.
- He has always known what everyone of us would do.
- He has always known how each of us would fit into His plan.
Basically God knows everything about everything.
On the one hand, it’s a comforting thought.
God sees every injustice. He knows everything you did right that you never got credit for.
On the other hand, honestly, it’s kind of annoying.
It makes me uncomfortable that God knows my thoughts and intents. He knows my secrets. He knows things about me that I can’t even admit to myself. Part of me is so used to living in a world where appearances rule, that it makes me really uncomfortable that the Righteous Judge, before whom I will one day give an account, knows everything.
I had a really bad day a couple months ago. I mean a really bad day. I was so tired and so beat down and so out of faith that I came home and threw myself onto my bed and cried. And between sobs I asked Him to go away. I knew He wouldn’t go away, and I knew I didn’t really want Him to go away, but I was so ashamed of my weakness and my unbelief that I – somehow – didn’t want Him to see.
Part of me still wants to put on a good face for my Father and try to convince Him that I’m doing really well. Like every kid that wants her dad to be proud of her, part of me is still stuck in the way that the world measures success, and it bothers me that God sees the failure that I really am sometimes.
I think God’s omniscience may be the most humbling aspect of His character so far.
His omniscience combined with His unending love makes me so uncomfortable I don’t even want to talk about it.
Thoughts? Does God’s omniscience comfort or annoy you most? What does His omniscience and His love, together, mean?