Archive - May, 2009

You have a name that you’re alive, but …

Sardis
We took a break from our regularly scheduled student ministry programming last Friday to talk about the church in Sardis.

I told you about our Bible study on the church of Sardis a couple weeks ago. It’s still screaming in my spirit, and I try to personalize those nudges as much as possible. Day after day, though, and prayer after prayer, it’s become clear that it’s not just about me right now. So I prayed some more and decided ya, we’re gonna talk about this.

So I sat in my office reading the passage of Revelation in a few different translations, meditating on it, internalizing it, etc. And I started to wonder: How does this happen?

How does a mega-church that is the center of revival for two to three years, become completely spiritually dead in the same generation? In 50 years the church in Sardis went from the place where God was really moving, to complete lifelessness. They were still running. They were still “ministering.” They were still doing outreach, but it was all being done in the strength of their reputation and not by the Spirit of God. There were people in that church at the time that Jesus wrote, “but you are dead” who were probably leading the revival as young, crazy believers. How does that happen?

Not only did it happen in one generation, it happened in John’s generation. John was old, but still kickin’. There were probably old men in the church in Sardis who saw Jesus on the earth with their own eyes. And yet their ministry is doing nothing worthy of Jesus’ affirmation a few decades later. How does that happen?

How does it happen to us individually? We go on missions trips and see God literally restore sight to the blind, and a year later we can’t bring ourselves to invite our neighbors to church. We experience a deep move of God within us at Faith Week (or whatever event your church does), and a couple weeks later we’ve already pared back our giving. We go to an amazing conference, and six months later we’re compromising our holiness and throwing water on our own passion in ways we swore we never would just a season ago.

How does this happen? Continue Reading…

April in pictures

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Not very many pictures, either. I kind of dropped the ball on the project this month. I’m over the novelty of it, and had all but quit until I started going through January. It’s such a nice way to journal – I’m gonna keep on keepin’ on, as they say.

April had it’s good days, but looking over the thumbnails, I gotta say April pretty much sucked. I’m blessed beyond measure, and God is able to turn all things into good – I know. And I know I’ve got it pretty good, but April’s my least favorite month this year.

Thought we were going to pay a car off at the beginning of the month, still haven’t. Got sick for the longest I can remember being sick for. Ever. Got another part of my heart ripped out ’cause I haven’t seemed to learn not to put so much of it into ministry AND, as kind of a grand finale, I got laid off. So sure, God’s grace is sufficient for me, but overall – overall I’m glad April is over.

There were good days. The Stations of the Cross art exhibit was great. I got a cute Easter dress, and I have my very own yard this spring. All good things. I’m calling this one out as my favorite for this month. This was one of the good days.

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Nothing says “spring” like sunshine and dirty knees.

You can see the whole 365 here.

You’re up. How was your April?

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