Archive - December, 2006

kids and tv

Timothy and I went to our local shopping mall early this evening … not because we like malls (Timothy especially usually can’t spend more than 20 minutes in a mall without getting upset) but because Timothy had a gift card that was burning a hole in his pocket.

Craving satisfied, we began to exit the mall. Allow me to set the scene:

It’s about 6pm on a Saturday, so what is normally a pretty desolate mall is full of the usual characters: thugs, punks, babies’ mommas, families … basically a decent cross section of the general populous of McHenry County. The usual furnishings adorn the center of the mall isles, although I admit I’d never seen black leather massage chairs offering a body buzz for $1. They say you can’t get anything for $1 anymore. Among the usual furnishings is general billboard for various stores in the mall – not the directory, but the one that advertises different stores you can get lost trying to find because it’s not the directory you’re looking at.

Over the past few decades these little implements have definately taken advantage of developing technology, and where once were posters there now are low-end TV screens. This particular one was more like a low-end computer screen running a slow screen saver. The sweater from one store turns into a bra from another store turns into a pair of shoes from another store. It wasn’t even moving very fast.

As we walked by there was a small boy – maybe eight or nine years old – sitting on the dirty tile floor, legs crossed, two feet away from the screen, neck craned up so he could watch. No, I’m not joking. It wasn’t a television, but it was the closest he was going to get to one as long as his mom sat in the hallway waiting for whatever or whomever they were waiting for. You could have taken a photo of the scene, cut the kid out of it, and pasted him into a living room – everything about his body language, glazed expression, and sedate brain activity was exactly the same.

It didn’t even matter that he wasn’t watching anything interesting … or really anything at all. I’m sure the product screen saver in its entire circulation is not as stimulating as a moment of normal childrens programming. The point was he was told to stay in a concentrated area and, lucky stars, there was a moving picture screen in that area. Like young romance, it doesn’t matter if the other has anything interesting to say he just wanted to be close to it. Weird.

poverty of spirit


So I’ve been trying to become “poor in spirit” according to Matthew 5:3, and it hasn’t been working. I’m not feeling it. I’ve been praying, Lord, show me what it is to be poor in spirit! Very passionate.

Yesterday I realized I am poor in spirit. Given my previous altered-for-context definition of “poor,” we’re all poor in spirit. The proudest atheist is completely poor in spirit.

poor: having little or no means of support (without Jesus -Ed.), dependant upon charity (read: grace -Ed.), meagerly endowed, deficient, lacking, inferior, inadequate, lacking in (my own -Ed.) skill or ability, deficient in moral excellence, meager, humble, modest, needy.

We know that anything good in anyone’s life is an act of God’s mercy, because He loves saint and sinner alike. If He removed His hand from our lives, we’d all be without support; we’re all dependant upon His charity and grace. It’s true of everyone. So what’s the deal with the first beatitude?

Whether or not the kingdom of heaven is mine depends on my knowing and admitting and living according to the fact that I am completely at His mercies (which are new every morning: hallelujah.) Jesus councils the poor, encouraging us to come to him so he can take care of us. In order to go to Him, though, we need to first realize how poor we are.

I’m not exactly sure how to do that. I think He has to show me, so I think it’s going to involve a lot of quiet time and a very vulnerable spirit.

book reviews

I finished Intercessor over the long Christmas weekend. I’m still not sure how I feel about it as a whole.

Initially its extremely challenging. I couldn’t put it down. Then I stumbled onto some really bad doctrine. If you don’t know that you know that the Lord is a healer; the same yesterday, today, and forever; who shows no favoritism; and once and forever healed everyone … read Christ the Healer by F.F. Bosworth before you get into Intercessor.

That bit in the middle that got into Rees’ theories on divine healing was a little hard to get through, but it was worth doing. The way he governed his finances (and the finances of a new university) on faith is more than an inspiration, and to read the stories of how the prayer coming out of a few dozen young adults given to intercession guided the course of a World War is amazing.

I’ll be honest: when I heard about Rees Howells (“the man God used to pray His will in the midst of a war!”) it sounded a little sensational, and I was pretty sure it was exaggerated. I thought, “Maybe some cool stuff happened, but the man did not alter the course of WWII. No way.” I was pretty sure that a couple of strange coincidences were over-romanticized and made to seem highly spiritual, but my objective view on the story would surely shine some light on the truth. I was wrong, though. Rees met the heart of God for the war and prayed it out.

It’s encouraging. Everyone, at some point, probably has a quiet moment wherein we think, “How much is this doing, really?” We think we know that our prayers move heaven, but they really, really do. Really.

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